introverted & its okay.. :-)

acceptance.

I thought I was weird for so long, shy, anti social, I couldnt accept I’m introverted atal always wanting to change and be ‘Out there’…

I enjoy solitude being alone with my thoughts,creating, thinking about ideas,etc..

I always found being around groups of people so so difficult and have had just a few close trustworthy friends. I dont like pubs/clubs, the noise boundaries being pushed shouting over music and so on, even writing this is giving me a horrible feeling.

Being aroud people uses up My enegy, when I have conversations with people I engage and listen and answer deeply. I have never been able to engage in ‘chit chat’. I thought for so many years there was something wrong with me, many times i  was called a weirdo, loner, but I can acccept it now and when I look back I behaved to fit in, be something Im not. I’ve come across this writer Susan Cain & her talk on ted was powerful for me.

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il definitly be reading her book in the future.

Balancing Chakra

Ive been thinking about this for a weeks now and Sunday I spoke to someone about balancing chakras, when there imbalanced the symptoms and so on. I thought it was a nice idea to create this with quartz inside. I painted a watercolour to get the colour I see alot during diff therapys, i added the chakra symbol and sealed. Then i cut quartz stone into tiny chips i wanted it to look like they surrounded her. Its hard to see in this picture, the day light may show clearer. Its a strong and powerful image. Im pleased with result.Balancing chakra

this comes with a silver 18″ chain

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Some more

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Some more quartz.........

I have had lovely rose quartz in My statsh for quite a while now, I remember a conversation with a friend whos also an incredible healer with an amazing collection of stones it was actually who explained the meaning of some of them. You really need to believe in there healing power . Its not a coincedence, at this time Im using them in My jewllery.